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How's It Going To End?

by Holy Kiss

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1.
The Rot 02:40
In my childhood I never knew The rot introduced Began to strew And pick away at Each of my bones Poisoning the last Safe place at home (Safe place a home) Well, here we are again You in the right and me at my end I found You in the corners of my bedroom Wrestling out my distaste And oh what a face Unstained soft as lace And I was afraid And I was ashamed Smother it and smother me It won’t die ‘til there’s no air left So I’ll use all the breath in my lungs To say sorry for the things I’ve done To say sorry for the things I’ve done To say sorry for the things I’ve done I preach sanctification and yet exhibit the spirit of satan My flesh stretches and tears My flesh stretches and tears Stretches and tears Stretches and
2.
I'm the patron saint of givin’ up All of my notes are just a little bit off But I'll keep singin’ this awkward song And they’ll keep strumming, they’ll keep strumming, strumming along I don’t fear rejection All I know is falling short It's sheer fear of perfection Or at least that's what I keep tellin’ myself I don’t even know what I’m trying for Oh cause I know I’ll just be beaten down once more Oh and I know (And I know) I'm not the only one (I’m not the only one) But I'm sure as hell (But you’re sure as hell) the native son Lest we forget I’ve been buried up to my neck And I’m sure you’re not accustomed to digging Accustomed to digging No one should see what’s underneath Sinew and teeth a shell of what should be Sinew and teeth a shell of what should be
3.
One, Two, Three, Four I was born amongst the flowers My eyes have only just begun to bloom I was born out of lightning Everything you’ve done was just to spite me now I was born amongst the flowers My eyes have only just begun to bloom and I can see in all directions I was born out of lightning Everything you’ve done was to spite me now I’ve closed my eyes to your suggestions Are we the product of what made us Or from which all was created, huh? Created, huh? Look upon all our faces Are you happy? We’re all smiling now We’re all smiling now I wanna bloom Oh god please let me bloom
4.
I felt it bore its way Through the back of my head Through the soft spot that re- minds us how we were made I’ve done all I can To never feel this again But it keeps creeping on and I can’t defend And on the drive home Forcing a tear to come I’ve built this for myself Everything is numb The air begins to draw thin Hopelessness cozies itself further within Then the blankets begin First leaves (first death) Then snow (then rest) First leaves (first death) Then snow (then rest) Now is when I crave love More than ever before Please warm my ever cooling skin It’s not goodbye Because I’ll see you again Because I’ll see you again Because I’ll see you again Because I’ll see you again This is not goodbye Because I’ll see you again Because I’ll see you again Because I’ll see you again I guess it’s goodbye God I hope I see you again Oh God I hope I see you again Oh God I hope I see you again I’ve been trying to find The joy of being alone Cause I made for myself A house with too many rooms And when they’re all empty It’s so hard to feel at home And now that you’re gone It’s hard to not feel alone
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Look through my bones The light shines amber The whisky has filled the holes And yet this spirit still suffers Well I’ve been looking in all the wrong places Cycling through daughters without faces Always sure to never face the hurt As familiar as my left hand, cursed from birth I remember us breathing together Where your body would vacate mine would fill I remember us lying together Getting to know every single valley and hill I try to recreate that now But the space your body vacated Was too vast for mine to fill Is too vast for mine to fill I drove you up Broad Street To the hospital Where the woman you loved Was lying gravely ill As we sat there waiting She knew still We watched her tiny body Rise and fall She breathed her last breath And ended it all All I knew was to go to you And break your fall And in that moment I knew This was love Even with the silver necklace From our wedding day I knew she was love In every way

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released August 14, 2020

Engineered & Produced by Nathan Arthur
Mastered by Nick Ingram for Capital House Studios
Lyrics by Nick Reed
Music by Nathan Snitchler & Holy Kiss
All songs © Holy Kiss

Delayed Gratification Records 2020

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